Right Now
I feel very unhappy and disgruntled.I have achieved nothing in life.I feel like i have wasted all the opportunities. somehow whenever the paths became clear,i could never convince myself to make a choice,always choosing and failing to make the choice.
Nothing matters to me in this world.feel unhappy everywhere and even here.I look back at my life and often look into my head,whats wrong with my head? my dreamy personality,that doesn't let me feel the feet on the ground,escapism that makes me put my head into the sand as i face trouble,what about social life and the politics associated,why there is a dire need of social life,why there is this naive quality of trusting people,even after having fallen down and hurt myself.there is a lack of sensitivity,lack of anger,lack of fire.
so much pent up anger,i feel like an inferno inside,ready to implode.and my parents,god knows who made me in this family? i feel so disconnected with my whole existence.
All i have is some fire and it keeps burning,red hot flame as it shows when an ironsmith hammers down the metal,the burning sledge is my stomach.the energy comes from the fire and how it keeps burning.
burning burning burning into a burning ring of fire.
I feel very unhappy and disgruntled.I have achieved nothing in life.I feel like i have wasted all the opportunities. somehow whenever the paths became clear,i could never convince myself to make a choice,always choosing and failing to make the choice.
Nothing matters to me in this world.feel unhappy everywhere and even here.I look back at my life and often look into my head,whats wrong with my head? my dreamy personality,that doesn't let me feel the feet on the ground,escapism that makes me put my head into the sand as i face trouble,what about social life and the politics associated,why there is a dire need of social life,why there is this naive quality of trusting people,even after having fallen down and hurt myself.there is a lack of sensitivity,lack of anger,lack of fire.
so much pent up anger,i feel like an inferno inside,ready to implode.and my parents,god knows who made me in this family? i feel so disconnected with my whole existence.
All i have is some fire and it keeps burning,red hot flame as it shows when an ironsmith hammers down the metal,the burning sledge is my stomach.the energy comes from the fire and how it keeps burning.
burning burning burning into a burning ring of fire.
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